Energetic Shield
This is my curated safe space. Only Light and Love and Honesty and Integrity and Spirituality are welcome here. To Infinity and Eternity. 久宁. 333. High Frequency Only.
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What Will You Share On This Blog?
I will post the behind-the-scenes of my poetry books, concept albums, podcasts, games, music videos, and other projects as I release them. Occasionally, I will share some musings on various things that are not covered in my artistic projects. If I have time, I may listen to an artist’s entire discography and paint mental cinematic images for their every album. I did this for Taylor Swift up to The Tortured Poets Department.
Also, I will chronicle my journey as I record the history of the Realms of Wheel-37. As of right now, I do not plan on sharing these nonfiction narratives due to personal preferences. However, that may change one day.
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What Is Wheel-37?
Wheel-37 is a megaverse of twelve realms that celebrates diverse communities reclaiming their power. Some of these realms bear a strong resemblance to our modern world while others appear to be more historical or speculative in nature. At the center of Wheel-37 is a spiritual place called Orta. Our world is also a part of Wheel-37.
The people in Wheel-37 have real existence beyond this material plane. I tune in to the high frequencies of their worlds where they show me their life stories that I record on the page and release in book form. I aim to preserve the authenticity of their stories, and I am simply an observer writing their biographies.
I have been working with the people of Wheel-37 since I was 13. I will dedicate my life to the recording of their stories that I love with my whole heart.
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Are your poetry, music, podcasts, and games also a part of Wheel-37?
Those projects are all created during my current life on Earth, so they fall under Realm 10 of Wheel-37, which is our world. Do note that the fictional characters I create for my concept albums, novels, and games have nothing to do with my spiritual friends. My spiritual friends have independent lives and existence in other worlds. The fictional characters of my concept albums, novels, and games originate from my own imagination.
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Why do you make art? What does creative success look like to you?
I make art for many reasons. To immerse myself in other worlds. To hang out with my spiritual friends. To indulge in the process of creation. To experiment and evolve alongside my projects. To enjoy the cathartic experience of setting my soul free. As long as I am creating art for the sake of it and for myself, then I am successful. I am free.
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Who Are You?
Feifei Z (张飞飞) is a Chinese storyteller and the keeper of Wheel-37, which is a megaverse of twelve realms that celebrates diverse communities reclaiming their power. Her storytelling repertoire consists of the literary (spiritual records, poetry, plays, essays, novels, research), the auditory (music, podcasts, piano), and the visual (music videos, minimalist illustrations, graphic design, visual novels, nature photography). When not indulging in her artistic projects, she enjoys listening to music from around the world, watching C-Dramas, and appreciating nature. Learn more at feifeiz.com and keep up with Wheel-37 on her blog.
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Why do you release your art?
I release my poetry, music, podcasts, and games to speak myself for the sake of it, to take up space, and to exist out loud.
Currently, I am not interested in releasing the life stories of my spiritual friends. If I do choose to release the historical records that I will write for them, I would only be releasing the books for their sake and for my sake, not for anyone else.
I am not aiming to build a career. I do not release my art to make money. Any potential income would go straight into creating my next project. I am never interested in becoming an indentured servant to corporations that aim to exploit and dehumanize creatives. I am never interested in working with a literary agent or any traditional publisher. I am never interested in letting predatory companies profit off of my vulnerability, authenticity, and honesty. I will never endorse the falsehood that conflates an author with a brand. Authors are not brands, and stories are not commodities, and social media influencer wannabes are not there for literature.
Competition is a lie perpetuated by the industrial simulation that prevents creatives from uniting and fighting back against devourers propped up on manmade ladders. Real Good Art originates from the Abundance of the Soul. Competition is driven by miseducation and scarcity. Do not fall for the company's tricks. Preserve your integrity, freedom, and humanity.
I am also not interested in building an audience. I am not here to cater to any constructs or to anyone whom I will never meet. If my art and the stories of my spiritual friends are meant to be discovered, then they will become known to the ones who are meant to find them at the right time.
I encourage all artists to keep doing your own thing. Every voice matters, so speak yourself. If you are looking for a sign, this is your green light.
And do not let yourself be ensnared by algorithms, sales, charts, follower counts, accolades, and noise. They are not real indicators of worth and merit. You are already innately valid, and your art has indelible inherent worth. Your heart and your art are what will resonate with other humans across space and time. Not those numeric constructs designed to imprison your soul and delude your mind.
So keep making art. And do not yield. Speak yourself.
Be you.
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What Exactly Do You Mean When You Say That You Are Spiritual?
My spirituality draws heavily from Chinese folk beliefs such as the Dao (道) / Tian (天) / the Universe, duality of yin and yang (阴阳), reincarnation (因果轮回), the existence of souls (灵魂), qi / life energy (气), cultivating toward Enlightenment (修行), awareness (悟), yuanfen (缘分), different realms across space and time (多维空间), spiritual body (灵体), spiritual mediumship (通灵), astrology (占星术), Yi Jing (易经), Karmic Justice (报应), Wu Wei (无为), and more.
I practice what I call the Great Work Of Becoming that fuels my personal evolution and artistic creation. I draw inspiration from alchemy, particularly the process of nigredo-albedo-citrinitas-rubedo to inform my creative projects. This pattern occurs naturally for my art.
But ultimately, my spirituality is my own philosophy based on my observations of both the spiritual and the physical. I do not align myself with any established religion. I just do my own thing inspired by my experiences and my heritage. I honor the Earth, the Soul, the Light, and the Spirits Of All The Worlds.
I am not an adherent of Western New Age movements that are really just colonizers cherry-picking and sensationalizing age-old spiritual traditions from non-Western and Indigenous cultures. I will never endorse such blatant cultural appropriation.
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A Channeled Message
As a spiritual person in tune with the Universe, I hereby post this channeled message to anyone who is meant to see it.
Look inside yourself and remember the truth. You came here for a specific purpose, and you did not come here to be enslaved in constructs that your soul does not need or want. Who are you as a person really? You are not the role that you had been miseducated into choosing. You are not the job title that they had forced upon you. You are not any material object or commodity that does not define you. You are not the failures of cowards who cannot learn from their own mistakes or take accountability for their own misdeeds.
Your worth does not originate from any property, any product, or from the projection of any other. Your inherent worth does not come from anything or anyone external. And nothing external can ever invalidate your truth nor can they silence your voice unless you allow them to do so.
It is time to wake up.
Look inside yourself. Do you see the little kid that you once were? What made that kid happy? Why do you no longer smile at those things? Is it because you no longer want to realize your dreams and your soul’s aspirations? Or is it because you have been misled by the bitterness of those who had given up on their own dreams and their personal joy long ago?
Wake up and stand up.
Do not sit and wait any longer. Do your art. Pursue your passion. Start that ethical small business. Stand up for your peers. Lend a hand to those who are in need of help. But do beware of the devourers who paste on false smiles, who claim to be your confidant, but are just there to take away your confidence. Do not let yourself be drained by those who had chosen the dark. They will rot in the shadows. No living creature can survive without an energy source. Do not become their prey.
Your energy is your own to harness. Use it to create. Use it to stand in the light and spread your wings. Use it to give yourself what you had always wanted, not what they had shamed you into thinking what you must want.
Your inner child knows you better than those bitter adults.
So speak to the kid that is still inside you. And then speak your truth.
You are deserving of love and light.
— The Universe
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Wheel-37: Stories From Other Worlds
Welcome to Wheel-37, which is a spiritual megaverse of twelve realms that celebrates diverse communities reclaiming their power.
